Friday, October 13, 2017

I love today

Friday, October 13th

It's been so long since I've posted pictures.  I have let the hustle and bustle of life keep me from writing and uploading pics in the blog.  I have so many pictures that I need to back date and upload with the memories I have from those days.  In the past, I have tried to upload as soon as I could in order to verbally explain the events as clearly as possible since they were so fresh in my mind.  I absolutely love Livia at the age she is and Madison at her age.  I don't want them to grow older.  If I could freeze time, I would keep them just as they are.  I know it's impossible, but time seemingly moves faster and faster and the years go by more quickly than I can remember.  The girls are so adorable individually as well as together.  They love one another so much.  I want our toddler to stay 4 and our baby to stay 14 months.  I love our little family and can't believe we created these perfect little beings.  I love Mike for being such a good daddy and couldn't imagine how or why a mother or father could just leave and abandon their own children.  Even though, I am witnessing it first hand from family members, I just dont understand it.  The upsetting feeling overwhelms me.  When my phone is in my hand, I have to do a self-check and put it down so I can enjoy the two of them at that very moment in time because I know the years of them being young will be over in a blink of an eye.  I have so many emotions right now but the strongest one is the feeling of gratefulness.  We are so incredibly lucky and fortunate.  Love, mommy.  

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